But Surely We Go On

This parting day we spend, too few hours left to make ammends.
Is it down to us, or is there a bigger picture we cannot obstruct.
The finale fall behind a black velvet curtain ushered into a backstage of uncertainty.
Last orders at the var for a party I wasn't invited to nor barred from.
Time doesn't care if I wanted more, it hurtled past my victories and lingered on my ignominies.
I can't help but feel I should have been around more, it's a huge world outsie of my cautinary walls.
Tell everyone we knew, the old and the new. That my reason for living was always...
You.